The Coming Dawn
John Shuck
Southminster
Presbyterian Church
Beaverton, Oregon
Sri Aurobindo
It is in effect a larger cosmic vision, a realizing of the godhead in
the world and in man, of his divine possibilities as well of the greatness of
the power that manifests in what he is, a spiritualized uplifting of his
thought and feeling and sense and action, a more developed psychic mind and
heart, a truer and a deeper insight into his nature and the meaning of the
world, a calling of diviner potentialities and more spiritual values in the
intention and structure of this life that is the call upon humanity, the
prospect offered to it by the slowly unfolding and now more clearly disclosed
Self of the universe. The nations that
most include and make real these things in their life and culture are the
nations of the coming dawn and the poets of whatever tongue and race who most
completely see with this vision and speak with the inspiration of its utterance
are those who shall be the creators of the poetry of the future.
Psalm 30:4-5
Sing praises to the Lord, O you
his faithful ones,
and give thanks to his holy
name.
For his anger is but for a moment;
his favor is for a lifetime.
Weeping may linger for the night,
but joy comes with the
morning.
This week we say goodbye to Old Man Winter. A new season is upon us. The shadowy greys are giving way to vibrant
colors of Spring. We are also saying
goodbye to our reflection on the spiritual path of the via creativa, the way of creativity and imagination. I want to take some time with the four
paths.
Creation Spirituality describes a four-fold spiritual
path. There is nothing spooky or weird
about it despite the odd Latin phrases.
Via simply means path and the four paths reflect our engagement with
this life.
The first path is the via
positiva. This path calls us to be
attentive to the blessedness of creation.
We wake in the morning and the
alarm goes off. We grumble and turn over
in our bed and feel the pain in our lower back. We hear the garbage truck and realize we
forgot to take out the trash. Then our
minds begin to fill with other things we forgot and we need to do and the day
begins.
The via positiva
reminds us to marvel at the fact that alarms, beds, backs, garbage trucks and to
do lists exist at all. It is simply wildly
amazing that we are here. What is this
that we feel, smell, see, hear, and taste?
What are these things that are thoughts? What am I to be conscious about it? Cherry blossoms really are beautiful, aren’t
they? The via positiva is the invitation, yes, even the discipline, the
practice of being amazed that Life Is. It is being attentive to Being in all of its
splendor and detail.
Emily Dickenson said the only commandment of Jesus that she
could be sure to keep was this one: “Consider the birds.” She could do that. She could be attentive, amazed and enthralled
by birds. The via positiva.
If we are going to do any good for our species and for
Earth, we must have a healthy, active and practicing via positiva. Spend a few
moments each day and be amazed. Fyodor
Doestoyevsky, for whom we named one of our dogs penned this in his novel, The Brothers Karamazov:
“Love all God’s creation, both the whole and every grain of sand. Love every leaf, every ray of light. Love the animals, love the plants, love each separate thing. If thou love each thing thou wilt perceive the mystery of God in all; and when once thou perceive this, thou wilt thenceforward grow every day to a fuller understanding of it: until thou come at last to love the whole world with a love that will then be all-embracing and universal.”
“Love all God’s creation, both the whole and every grain of sand. Love every leaf, every ray of light. Love the animals, love the plants, love each separate thing. If thou love each thing thou wilt perceive the mystery of God in all; and when once thou perceive this, thou wilt thenceforward grow every day to a fuller understanding of it: until thou come at last to love the whole world with a love that will then be all-embracing and universal.”
The via positiva
is an exuberant love for life, for others, for self. One of my favorite hymns is in the Unitarian
hymnal. It expresses the via positiva:
Just as long as I have
breath, I must answer “Yes” to life.
Joseph Campbell, the great mythologist, wanted to imagine the
first self-conscious thought. When did
self-consciousness arise? I don’t
know. Maybe hundreds of thousands of
years, perhaps even a million years ago, at some time deep in our past, one of
our ancestors had the first self-conscious thought. Campbell imagined it to be this:
I am.
It was an awareness of existence, of a self of an “I.” The via
positiva. Wow! I am!
Then quickly following the first self-conscious thought was
the second:
One day I will not be.
That second self-conscious thought was painful. It was accompanied by anxiety, despair, and
frantic clinging and grasping. Campbell suggests that religion with its
various theories of afterlife was an attempt to keep the “I am” going
forever. I used to think that, but I
think now that religion is much more complex.
While aspects of it are attempts to avoid the via negativa by filling people with fantasies, religion also helps
us come to terms with the pain of loss by being attentive to it.
The recognition that I will not be and the recognition that
all that we have loved through the via
positiva will one day be gone is the via
negativa. The via
negativa does not necessarily lead to clinging and grasping. It does need a healthy attentiveness. We pay attention to the grief and to the
pain of loss. That grief and pain is
proportional to the love we have for what is lost.
To avoid pain, we may try not to love or we may try to
distract our pain by engaging in all kinds of busy-ness. That is understandable. There
is no need to judge ourselves or others by trying to mitigate the pain of
loss.
But a healthy via
negativa invites us to be present to this pain of loss. The via
negativa is the acceptance that nothing is permanent. The via
negativa is the practice of letting go and letting be. We know better than to think that is easy,
smooth, or dignified. It is messy,
emotional and rough. It is as real as
rain.
If we follow Doystoevsky’s advice to “love all creation,
both the whole and every grain of sand,” if we “Love every leaf, every ray of
light. Love the animals, love the plants, love each separate thing,” then we
will know pain when those things we love are no more.
The choice we have as individuals, as communities, and as a
species is whether to love or not.
Maybe we should detach and not care so much. Less pain that way. That is certainly an option. But Creation Spirituality says, “Be all
in.” In the words of my favorite
Unitarian hymn:
Just as long as I have
breath,
I must answer, “Yes,”
to life;
Though with pain I
made my way,
still with hope I meet
each day.
If they ask what I did
well,
Tell them I said,
“Yes,” to life.
Be all in. Be all in
with creation. Be present with the
loss.
But there are two more paths.
When a star dies, its nuclear reactions come to an end
quickly. The gravitational forces
collapse the star in on itself and it explodes sending its energy and matter
throughout space. It goes
supernova.
A supernova is a
stellar explosion that briefly outshines an entire galaxy, radiating as much
energy as the Sun or any ordinary star is expected to emit over its entire life
span, before fading from view over several weeks or months.
From the dust of the exploding stars new stars and new
planets are formed. This is how our
own sun and Earth were formed. A star gave
its life that we might be born.
The Gospel of John
quotes Jesus:
“I swear to God,
unless the kernel of wheat falls to the earth and dies, it remains a single
seed; but if it dies, it produces a great harvest.” 12:24
Creativity is the very nature of the universe or
theologically speaking, the very nature of God.
Creativity is response to loss.
I, like many of you, feel the despair of our situation on
this planet. Everyday we learn more and
more about these perilous times.
I was despairing about this several years ago. Deeply despairing when I felt the impact of
industrial civilization’s coming descent.
Peak Oil, climate change, water shortages, population overshoot, acidity
in the oceans, you name it. Things look
grim. Our fossil fuel party has entered the
downslope of the bell curve and all of our institutions are feeling it. It is via
negativa on a big scale.
I wrote about it a lot on my blog over the years, trying to
come to terms with it. I was filled
with anxiety. What should I do? What could I do? What should we do? What could we do? But it is too big. Too overwhelming.
Then I was reminded of creativity. I found this quote from Matthew Fox that I
found comforting. Fox wrote:
Some of my hope comes
from the realization, growing daily, of how perilous our situation is on this
planet. As more and more people get out
of denial and the addictions denial puts us in and come to realize the danger
that our unsustainable species is in, there will be action and there will be
grounds for hope. This sounds
paradoxical, and it is: Our very despair
is a cause for hope, for despair often results in breakdown and breakdown
results in breakthrough.
That is Matthew Fox from his book, Creativity: Where the Divine and Human Meet. As I thought about that
quote, I realized that I, too, am hopeful.
Hopeful and curious. I wonder how
creativity will respond to this situation.
Life will be very different in 100 years, even 50 years,
maybe less than that. Part of me wants
to hang around for another 200 years to see how humanity makes it through this
cliffhanger.
Stars explode. From
the dust new stars.
Plants die and their seeds sprout new plants.
Civilizations collapse and new civilizations emerge from
their ruins.
Everything dies but from its remains are the materials and
energy for new life.
Things change but creativity continues. The via creativa, is not just being
creative. It is that. It is tapping into, nurturing, tending our
own creativity. It is also being present
to creativity, trusting it, noticing it, celebrating it, hoping in it.
The via creativa
is the spiritual path that pays attention to creativity, to our own, to that of
others, and to that of Earth and creation itself. Creativity is possibility beyond our
predicting and beyond our expectation and beyond our calculation. Creativity cannot be forced. It appears.
We are more likely to see it when
we pay attention.
The via creativa
is trusting that we have no idea what is to come, yet we trust anyway. It is dark but we walk anyway. We don’t know what to do, but we show up
anyway. 99% of life is suiting up and
showing up. I don’t know what the other
1% is.
It is in response to the death of my son that I think that
way now. I realized that for me, the
most I could do and be was to be present for whatever is or will be. And to feel it. The joy of creation and the pain of its
loss. And then, just show up and see
what creativity does.
I found that the via
creativa helped me realize that I am more resilient than I thought I was or
thought I could be. The human species
is resilient and we are nothing if not creative.
The fourth path that we will begin to explore next week is the via tranformativa, the New
Creation. This is the path of action
and of directing our creativity toward compassion, justice, and
sustainability.
It is the promise of “the coming dawn” as Sri Aurobindo
writes in his book, The Future of Poetry. The psalmist calls it “joy in the
morning.” We are participating in this New Creation even
now.
This path of New Creation, of creativity in service of
compassion requires heart. In Latin, cor means heart. From it we get the word courage. Courage and compassion are from the
heart. Big heart.
Available heart. It is not being fearless. It is feeling the fear and showing up
anyway.
Just as long as I have
breath,
I must answer, “Yes,”
to life;
Though with pain I
made my way,
still with hope I meet
each day.
If they ask what I did
well,
Tell them I said,
“Yes,” to life.
OK. A poem. By Edna St. Vincent Millay. It is called
The courage that my
mother had
The courage that my
mother had
Went with her, and is
with her still:
Rock from New England
quarried;
Now granite in a
granite hill.
The golden brooch my
mother wore
She left behind for me
to wear;
I have no thing I treasure more:
Yet, it is something I
could spare.
Oh, if instead she’d
left to me
The thing she took
into the grave!—
That courage like a
rock, which she
Has no more need of,
and I have.
Well, maybe we do.
Maybe we do have that courage our mothers and grandmothers
possessed after all.
We might be surprised.
Amen.
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